Talk:Goddess Ilias/@comment-24566257-20140219102829

I'll admit it: I cried for her at her last scene in the game. And I felt sorry for her story when I learned it.

Though you were a complete bitch to the world you oversaw, to me as a player, you were the guiding hand that helped me in the beginning and gave me purpose beyond simple hack-slash-loot that so many RPGs resort to. You gave my quest meaning and gave me comfort and hope as I explored the strange lands around me.

Though cruel to Luka's misfortunes, your barbs during evaluations would make me smile and even laugh when I was feeling frustrated and irked at having just lost as you put me back together to fight again.

And though all in your world are right to hate you for ever more for what you did and tried to do to them, you proved to be a satisfying opponent worthy of my respect and even sympathy in the end. It takes a special character-no, a special person to do that. It's amazing that a damn extreme porn game could have one of the most complicated and interesting antagonists I've ever seen, and I doubt I will see your like again for a long time, if ever.

So even if the characters can't, won't and shouldn't. Even if *I* shouldn't, I do mourn your loss.

Farewell, Illias. May you finally obtain the peace in death that you could not in life.

And may you never feel loneliness again.