User blog comment:Rjwstar/MGQ world`s various untold informations - Torotoro blog Q&A/@comment-24006918-20150225042618/@comment-25707465-20150225095538

Aaaah, the conflicts between what you think you want, what you really want and how you are supposed to act.

She thinks she wants to sacrifice herself to follow the steps of her mother. She really wants someone to help her out of this. And she can't attack her subordinates just because she wants the boy they just captured when she is supposed to be ruling. That would hardly be considered fitting of a monster lord.

I also think this does not work that way for the chapter 3, since her situation, and the world's shape would hardly allow for that.

So, I'm not fully satisfied with TRTR's answer, since it doesn't look like she really care for you in the early part of chapter 1 (until you leave Ilias continent, she does not hesitate to kill you when you try to attack her), and she can hardly act this way in chapter 3. In the latter case she would be more likely to go back on Galda while crying.